Weird Day

Well well well,,,
what a weird day today is,,,

Yesterday or more precisely this morning, I just couldn't sleep well... Dunno why, it's like something is telling me and so I woke up again and again. It's really annoying, made me even more exhausted than before. As I woke up I realized that hey!! Something is wrong with my left arm, it feels heavy.

Later on suddenly we (The Ronins) were asked to replace our friends to perform at the chapel and so we break our record with just half day practice, I mean actually once (at lunchtime wkwk), well even so we did well, some teachers even praised that we're professionals hehe
Well its really record breaking, we're the first and the only who did something like this wkwkwk

We sang 3 song, they're songs that we had sang before and so we're already familiar with them and again the personnel were....

Ley >>> Guitarist
Naoki >>> Bassist
Daniel >>> Drummer
Jonas >>> Vocalist
Recca(me) >>> MC/Worshipleader + Vocalist



Our songs...

1... One Way

2... Take It All

3... Above All


Some weird things today...
Firstly my voice is somehow stacked during our practice, but luckily it works on the performance..
Secondly when I began the worship I fell down on the stairs, my leg stacked at something..
Thirdly after that I realized that my left arm, which I said were heavy since the morning is injured, it hurts if I move it, but I still move it all around wkwk naughty me


then I realized something,,, I feel something inside me,,, Something is changing, I don't know whether it's good or not, but I can feel that force deep inside of me...
Something is calling me... It's a strange, but yet peaceful feeling something that is hard to explain by words... a sense of purpose that is best described as destiny...


Despite of all the weird things that happened today, I realized that today I became more aware of somethings that happened in my life, I began to see the truth and the connection in somethings, its like looking at my past's blueprint and suddenly I realize..
I have to seek something....

My Destiny...

What is it that You really Want to Do Most in Your Life?

What is it that You really Want to Do Most in Your Life?

I got that question from Ernest long time ago, or at least I guess I get it from him, you see he taught me so many things haha... and somehow that question suddenly popped out on my mind and start going numb right on my mind, don't ask me why ok? Coz I also can't explain, one of the probability I found is that something triggers my subconscious mind and it was so strong that it stays there until now, until I write this blog at least :D

so now I'm going to talk about Chapel... Why chapel?? Coz it made me so crazy until I suddenly shout that question on our chapel performance wkwkwk

It goes like this... I was in charge of making a drama for my class, for that chapel, but then I discussed it with my classmates, we finally decided to postpone it. However as the person in charge I still will take the responsibility and so I made a speech afterI show them a clip, well just common clip about love...


Firstly since it was our class turn we sang 3 song... but before we start with anything as we're in front of evryone, I took the change to introduce ourselves as the Ronins Clan haha..
The five of us were Ley, Jonas, Naoki, Daniel and Me hoho

Ley >>> Guitarist
Naoki >>> Bassist
Daniel >>> Drummer
Jonas >>> Vocalist
Recca(me) >>> MC/Worshipleader + Vocalist

Our first songs...
1... Break Free
would you break free??

2... Crush and Burm
With My Life in My Hands!!!

3... Lord I give You My Heart
Have your Way in Me...


My speech stated with something like this...

"Good Evening Ladies and Gentleman, you might be wandering, why I'm here, but it's simply because I was the one who's going to share something this week. To Be honest like Mr Mike and Mr Hengky I wasn't good at something like this and it's my first time... However... There's always a first time..."

Then I started with a quote

"Let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." Verse John 3:18

and I explain, my thoughts over it, I said something like..

"Love is not just a word to say, but love is done with action... Love is more than words and something that you did with love will become even more useful and meaningful for others and for yourself..."

well something like that then I just talk talk and talk naturally... No text haha, I only have 2 quotes on my note how crazy am I? Too Damm crazy wkwkwk


and I also end it with another verse...

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongdoing.
It does not delight in evil,
But rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.
There is nothing love cannot face;
There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever:
Faith, hope, and love;
But the greatest of them all is love."
Verse Corinthians 13:4-7

from this qoute I just focus on one word, which is... "Love" and I said something like this

"Love does NOT envy!!! As our parents loved us, they Never expect to get Anything back from us and so shall we also love each other, expect nothing and give MORE than You TAKE!!"

I don't know why, but suddenly I say that and relate that with parents, well if you took a closer look "Give more than You Take" was a word I learn from Pak Tung.. Then I shouted that question to them...

"Everybody in this World have something to Do,
BUT What is It That You Really Want to do Most in Your Life!!?
Don't just go to school for NOTHING!!
Do it for Your Dream...
Something in your mind...
Something deep within your Heart...
Something that You really want to do Most in Your Life...
You are the one who know, what it is...
and so... Find it... and Do IT!!!
Do it with Love... and with Your Whole Heart..
Have Faith in It..
and I believe You CAN!!
Thank You... That's all from me..."

Well I did said something else but the main point, is what I wrote there...

and they all clapped their hands, I was stunned, hey I really said that?? Yes I did, like Nike says... Just Do IT!!! Then our teacher Ms Magda asked us to sing the song "Lord I give You My Heart" I was so tired, don't know why, so I firstly just sit, but since the Ronins, asked me to join them I can't say No ^^

After that some teachers praised me for that,
They said that they Never thought could do something like that..
Well That's me... Expect The Unexpected haha
I'm satisfied ^^but... I have to do it EVEN BETTER Next Time!!!

As I was home, I realized something else... Hey!! I'm the first and the only student, who ever gave a speech on our school's chapel!!! Well as I've said there's always a first time :D


...and so as The Wind Blows...
Cya @ The TOP!!!

I Miss Blogging!!!

woww looking at my last post I realized that I haven't wrote anything for so long, how pityyy..

well I definitely will write my experiences, so please wait and stay checking my blog hehe

some things I experienced the last 3 weeks:
1... The Realll Holiday xD
2... The Outbound Adventure
3... The Amazing Super Parents
4... The Chapel Performance

and so... I will write about all of them in this month, so stay updated ^^

but then more than that I would like to say...







to 5 special person in my live, who recently (in the last 3weeks are celebrating their birthday), which are...


Perry... 14 September
This man is one of my old friend that I trusted most in my life, he was one of the few people, who had spent a long way with me... and soo even though we now go on a different path, but we are still friends and though we haven't see each other for years... He's still my friend, one of my Best ^^ Happy Birthday Mate!!

Diedra.. 17 September
Hwhwhw now now this girl was my Resource (together with Linsy) they were the first persons, who guided me to find my own way and funnily she's now already like my little sister. She's a survivor, she's strong and she shall become even stronger ^^ Happy Birthday Sis xD


Vina.. 25 September
Coming to Vina, now this person was once so close to me that she was the one, who helped me to see the truth inside me. She and her magical personality haha... I owe her twice for helping me to overcome the shadows ruling over my heart and mind, she helped me directly and also indirectly, amazing isn't it? Well she sure is xD
She deserves all The Best ^^ Happy Bithday Xu Shi Pei ^^


Ernest.. 7 October
... and NOW Let's welcome Dr,,, Ernest,,, Wong!!! This person is my favorite trainer, really the best of the best and one more funny fact is that I luckily get the privilege and pleasure to work alongside with him the last few years... He was kind of my mentor, he guided me well, too well I guess xD I can only say that He's one of the living legend in this world right now ^^ Happy Birthday Ernest
Linsy... 13 October
Last but not least... Linsy, as I said before she was also my Resource (SuperTeen term for Mentor) with Diedra and so I knew her already for some years and she's one of the craziest person I ever met wkwkwk... Happy Birthday yooo xD



Well This 5 Person was just few people, who are so special to me...
Why is that so?? Well I believe that for some things...
Reasons are not neccesary ;) coz I thrusted them with my whole heart...


With My whole Heart...