The Revolving Trip
In between of my quiet-hectic schedule
I have to go on a trip to Surabaya, well not for Holiday (certainly not)
but go to Surabaya to help on conducting a School Workshop for Singapore National Academy (SNA), Surabaya.
Even though I have to my campus in a not-such-a-good-time, yet this trip is irresistible and very important. It's the first school-workshop/training program from Learning Mastery in Indonesia. The first of the upcoming events
Honestly, I have lots and lots and I assure you lots of things on my mind, while I went for this trip and I'm also curious about some things I left and things that I'm going to do. However one thing for sure is that I know I have to leave for this trip.
My mind was not peaceful as it has been for some time and yet, this trip help me to ponder, to reflect and to revolve on my thoughts. Make me think and see at the other side, the side I have been putting little attention to for the last few months....
I realized how far I have gone... and yet I realized how far I have to go... There are Sky above the Sky...
The path choose to walk on might be difficult, but nobody ever promised it to be easy right?
and for me it's easy, it might not worth the challenge
There are thousand of reasons and yet for me one of the reason is because I have people, who believed in me. During this trip to Surabaya, there are really finally time that I'm alone and I have nothing to do (it rarely happens when I'm on campus, there are always someone haha)
and during that time, I open my old nokia phone, looking at old photos of me as I was on High School, SuperTeen Camps and other events I have been through...
I thought I deleted all the old messages(sms) on my phone, because I was about to sell it last time and yet there are some folders left and the first message I read was a bit stunning.
It says.. "I like you because you're such a gentleman. you know what should come first. you admit things when you're wrong and stand when you're right. you work well, you speak well, you smile really well, you teach ppl well instead of feeling insecure tht someday someone would be better than you are. you treat ppl well, you treat me well. thankyou..........."
Sorry, can't tell you the rest and please don't ask from who
in case you don't believe me:
well a little story about that message, it was supposedly written in written form, but since the person never get the chance while I'm around, she message me instead. I haven't got the chance to meet or chat with the person for sometime, but I'm thankful that her message remind me of some important things.
I remember that there are people, just like her who believed in me. Whether they say it or not, write it or not, show it or not, I just know there are. Not trying to be so religious, but I know God has a plan I have to fulfill and I believe that God will never give you anything you can't handle.
I have to do What I have to do
Wait till They Get a Load of Me
Cya @ The Top!!!
